“In preparing for battle, I have often found that plans are useless but planning is indispensable” Dwight D. Eisenhower

After having most of last year off having a baby I was really looking forward to getting back to work and implementing all that I had been inspired to during my time away. I have big plans for this year and in January sat down with my coach to put legs under this plan.

We set big goals for February that excited me and I was filled by this strong knowing that “I can do this, bring it on.” Then BANG, I found myself so rundown, I had to move into my Mum’s for a week!

Bummer! What the hell was going on? I had big plans, why was this happening to me? How was I going to reach my February targets?

Now I no longer believe in the old twaddle about being tested or even it being a form of self-sabotage. Mentally, I knew I should surrender but I just couldn’t fully let go. I had moved into my Mother’s, wasn’t that enough? The desire in me to keep pushing against what was happening was strong, I wanted to be in full control but my health just wasn’t getting any better.